Split personality now

my god . 

i wish there are some med to cure depression or stuff like this.

yesterday mom left for Singapore on some meditation trip , and boyf went MIA all in a sudden

after a few hours , i found out that he fell asleep .

okay . *relief much*

well all i wanna say is FML .

im so depressed and happy all in the same time.

i always feel like dying when the sky is bright , and im all hyper'up when the sky turns dark .

wtfeck is wrong with me?

my brain is turning so so gay that i bite my lower lip all the time

i get so nervous when i see ribbons .

i sweat when i say i love you

i close my eyes when he kiss my forehead

i want him all the time so that i can fall asleep in his warm arms .

okay , shit happens to me

im happy this way

and im depressed in another way.

feck my head off.

im confused

bunnies hopping all around my head