HEARTACHE + DRAMA =
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SHITZ
first i wanna apolagize to my blog , sorry for leaving you alone for a week .
recently , i just got through a lot of things , things that make me feel so so
down down down
LOL
okay . to tell the truth , i can't get the courage to open my blog , cus i can't face the fact , too much of lovey posts . too much of i miss you posts
LOL
and now , FIANLLY i've got my courage back . tuh blog again . *WHEE SMILE*
a few days back , i'll have to admit that i was hiding something behind all the laughs and smile from yall - friends and family . LOL so formal ..
its because , i lost something that meant a lot to me , something that changed the way i think and who i am
i din't notice how childish i was when i was with you , when i was angry at you , when i said i can't do it , and when i said i feel like ending my life , and yea , ofcourse , i was m-effing stupid . after what had happened that day , i kept thinking what went wrong , and i tried to work things out , nothing worked , went through all the advice , and scoldings and haha , some friends advice me to "flirt to forget" but i can't i can't flirt because i miss you and i love you , AND NOW , i am sure that i'll be able to think widely , i told myself , a new life . and today 10th of March , my new life HAHA , skipped school , went to Mr.Pots to have breakfast and after that , the old way . CYC and RedBox .. i released a lot of stress . YAY.
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SHITZ
first i wanna apolagize to my blog , sorry for leaving you alone for a week .
recently , i just got through a lot of things , things that make me feel so so
down down down
LOL
okay . to tell the truth , i can't get the courage to open my blog , cus i can't face the fact , too much of lovey posts . too much of i miss you posts
LOL
and now , FIANLLY i've got my courage back . tuh blog again . *WHEE SMILE*
a few days back , i'll have to admit that i was hiding something behind all the laughs and smile from yall - friends and family . LOL so formal ..
its because , i lost something that meant a lot to me , something that changed the way i think and who i am
i din't notice how childish i was when i was with you , when i was angry at you , when i said i can't do it , and when i said i feel like ending my life , and yea , ofcourse , i was m-effing stupid . after what had happened that day , i kept thinking what went wrong , and i tried to work things out , nothing worked , went through all the advice , and scoldings and haha , some friends advice me to "flirt to forget" but i can't i can't flirt because i miss you and i love you , AND NOW , i am sure that i'll be able to think widely , i told myself , a new life . and today 10th of March , my new life HAHA , skipped school , went to Mr.Pots to have breakfast and after that , the old way . CYC and RedBox .. i released a lot of stress . YAY.
okay back to the part where i was talking about , i wan't you to know , i really really need you to know , i have a new life and im happy now , it doesn't mean that im totally over you , i still miss your hugs , your kisses , your voice , your advice , your scoldings , those guessing games we played , I MISS YOU , and most of all , i still have you in my heart 
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iloveyou
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iloveyou 
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